Hello, first off please don't judge me to harshly here i would like to give context before being judged. I found out earlier this evening that my older stepbrother had passed away last week due to kidney failure. Now my older stepbrother lives in a different state due to the fact that he has a substance abuse issue and my mom and stepdad did not want him around my little brother.
Growing up my older stepbrother struggled with his substance addiction while also having schizophrenia so things did not mix well and did absolutely horrible things to others and even to me that i dont personally want to get into but lets say he has been in and out of jail many times for his actions. My mom told me tonight that he passed last week and she asked if i was okay and i said "i'm perfectly fine" and my mom was slightly taken aback. My little brother is crushed but i dont feel even the slightest bit sad about his passing part of me even thinks karma got to him.
So reddit AITA for not being upset that my stepbrother has passed?