feel lost and confused. Over the past month, I’ve noticed that my feelings toward him have changed drastically. I don’t feel attached anymore—in fact, it feels like a burden to see him. The thing is, he’s very in love with me, but I’m not anymore. I’ve realized that I can’t see myself spending my life with him.
He does things I don’t agree with and makes choices that worry me. One of my biggest concerns is that he doesn’t have a driver’s license or a high school diploma. I know that might sound harsh, but he told me he would finish school and he still hasn’t, even after a year.
I’m scared of how he might react. Because of the distance, we only see each other on weekends. Last weekend, I didn’t see him due to health reasons, and I actually felt free. Now he’s coming over, and I feel annoyed. I just want to cry because I feel so guilty.
I don’t know what I should do. The distance makes everything feel even more complicated.