Suggestions for new things to do while still closeted...
Suggestions for new things to do while still closeted...
So, I have been hetero married for six years, and my egg cracked only a couple months ago, to the point I had to start doing something to try and relieve the dysphoria. I have done my best to hide it, and I am still fully in love with my wife, just not my body. Its been a long time coming, as with so many. Since cracking, I have been slowly implementing things that make me feel marginally more feminine using excuses like "I just don't feel clean", or things I can hide (shaving most of my body, doing my finger nails as much as I can (even shaping my own nails and clear polish did help in the strangest way for me), I have tucked and when it's cold enough to hide it with layers, I wear a bra and panties under my baggy clothing, when home alone I fully dress up and enjoy the feeling, etc.)
If it's not clear enough, I haven't and don't know when I will come out to my wife...
My question is, does anyone have other things they tried that are an "under the radar" thing that brought them relief if some kind whike they were in my same position? Obviously, everyone is different, so I would like any example you can provide.
Thanks in advance...