u/Brilliant_Bit_6448

I'm 20 F. When I was in high school, I met a guy. Let's name him A. So, the guy A became friends with me when we were in 11th grade. I was always a popular kid, and I was the CR of the class. So, everybody knew me. I found out Guy A had a crush on me. When one of our guy classmates came to ask about examination, guy A took him to a corner and asked him not to talk to me. Also, that guy told everybody. So, when he confessed, I already knew. I rejected him because of how he controlled everybody around me, but we stayed friends. We talked every day. I had no friends even though I was popular, so I used to share everything with him because he never judged me. He always had sweet things to say. We talked every day, and we were both addicted. When I wouldn't use social media, he used to text me on WhatsApp and beg me to return. He always said he had no friends except me. So I would talk to him every day. So oneday I told him we should date. At that time, we were preparing for university. He thought for a while before accepting the proposal he told me he was waiting for this day. We talked for 1-2 days, and then he began to ask what I didn't accept the proposal back in high school.

(Back then, I used to date a guy. That guy dumped me after high school, so I shared that with him, too. He was a sweet talker, so I moved on really fast. After 5 months, I confessed how I felt to him). He told me I was thinking of him as an option, but he was never an option. He even insulted me and my family. The next day, we met at a place, and then he blocked me in front of me and left me there. Then again, after some days, he unblocked me and told me to block him instead. The love he had all faded because he didn't trust me. I'm THAT kind of woman he said(Idk what kind of tho), he told me that's how my family raised me and I had daddy issues(which wasn't true ofcourse a teenager and grown human being would have different opinion about stuffs).

He also commented on my height and weight. I'm 5'2, and He is 6'2 so...yeah.. . He didn't want to see my name on the blocklist. I had to block him instead.

I've had anxiety since I was in high school. I never went to test because I'm an Asian and for my family, it's a matter of shame. I used to have severe anxiety attacks when he left. I couldn't think straight. Also, I had insecurities for the first time. I couldn't talk to people.

After I started college, I met my now friends 3 girls, and they helped me a lot. I had fewer insecurities, and I started to accept the way I looked, my height and weight( I was never overweight or skinny, btw).

Oneday, his bestie texted me with a screenshot of him tolling her he wants to apologise. So, I unblocked him he told me he regretted what he told every day. And he had anxiety and whatsoever(he never took me seriously when I said I'm anxious don't leave me). I said I forgive him, and his apologies don't matter and blocked him again.

After few days, I posted a story of my photo on Instagram. I had lost weight and kind of raised my face card. So after that story, his bestie texted me again with screenshot and I had to unblock him again(btw from next day we both had finals we basically were studying same thing but not in same college...I got scjolarship and he didn't). He apologised again and told me he isn't prepared for his exam I told him to go and study...I asked him why was he texting me again and again what does he want..he apologised and told me " just don't block me", (well well well uno reverse babe😌)...I just told him uno reverse and I won't block him.

Am I overreacting by talking to him, or was my decision right??