L,
How could you? Why would you?
I genuinely cannot understand. I was always understanding and always so forgiving even when I shouldn’t have been.
You would disrespect me to my face, throw other women in my face and use psychological tactics to keep me hooked and it worked… until it didn’t.
You knew how I felt. You knew I didn’t want the games anymore and you still continued to play them despite seeing how it hurt me. You couldn’t have cared less. I wish you would have just cut me off. I wish I never met you.
I never told you this but the night you dropped me home from what I thought was going to be quality time watching a movie together but instead was just a quick fix for your ego, I dropped to the ground in a heap after walking through the door because NEVER in my life had I felt so used. How in the car on the way home your Snapchat was popping off… lk embarrassing to have Snapchat at 26 king but OKAY. You do you boo.
You were meant to be different. You were meant to show me that I can trust again but instead you showed me the opposite.
I really hope your time with other women, you know, the ones you saw instead of seeing me when I asked to see you because I was going to tell you how I felt…. I really hope they fill the void in your life. I feel sorry for you. I’m genuinely so sorry for whatever life experiences caused you to feel so afraid of genuine love.
I asked you never to contact me again when I found out. If you cared, that wouldn’t have stopped you. Instead you block me. So…. Good riddance. Loser.
Love,
J