I am 19 years old and i genuinely never feel the need for sex and i could go my whole life without it. Ive been in a long term relationship with my boyfriend for 2 years and i initiate it to make him happy and because its kinda fundamental in a relationship but to me its just a chore. Not only with him but alone too i just have no desire for it which kinda scares me because im so young and im not on any medication or anything that could be making me feel this way.
What can i do to make it spark up? I dont mind doing it but i get bored very quickly like longer than 20 mins and im bored . Sometimes rarely ill have times where i actually do but its like once every 7 months.
I know its all about me because i am insanely attracted to my boyfriend and if we were to break up i dont think i could be asked to do it with anyone else. He tries his best and sometimes has doubts if i even like it which i do like i do but its just not an urgency of mine? In that sense like its okay but if we never did it i would never notice and not care.
I just want to feel more normal like my friends and be more wild/carefree .. do i need to change my diet? Is it a mental health thing? Im not diagnosed with anything but i have been wanting to get checked. Ive also never orgasmed either like not on my own not with my boyfriend genuinely never… idk.. js confused and want advice