strange experience with CPPS ED and nervous system issue
Hi All, I don't know whether to be relieved or concerned. I am leaning more towards relief. I wanted to share a interesting experience related to my CPPS issue.
I have posted about my story in the past and feel free to look into my post history but i feel like my situation is a bit different from most. My symptoms are all the usual pelvic floor/CPPS and prostatitis related. But i noticed i had an additional symptom related to nervous system. I experienced 2 cases of vasovagal syncope after masturbation's. So needless to say masterbation is a trigger and issue for me. I can't tell if my issue is CPPS causing nervous system or nervous system causing CPPS but at this point who cares and probably not important.
Now to the interesting finding. This morning as i was masterbating I felt the usual nervous system symptoms that I usually feel. Initially it was very intense and would cause vasovagal syncope but over the months (i am 7 month into this now) it has reduced sensation but i can still feel it. Its a feeling of stomache churning, slight nausea, cold sensation in feet, warm sensation in face and a pulling my my right arm. Usually i can just ignore it and masterbate through this and ejaculate despite ejaculation requiring alot of effort and then afterwards I would feel my nervous system flare up with anxiety and burning genital area. So this morning i felt the sensation but suddenly lost all libido and erection. It just died and dissappeared. I initially felt concerned, but then i felt pissed. I thought what could possibly be wrong with me after 7 months, so i kept stimulating a flaccid penis. i though if im going to damage something i dont care, rather live with permenent ED than this. Maybe 5 minutes passed and suddenly i felt the nervous system sensation go away and a slight bit of arousal , then suddenly full erection very firm and finally orgasm slightly muted but still pleasurable.
i guess i am slightly relieved and slightly concerned. Is this solid evidence that my ED is nervous system related and the possible cure is to just masterbate as much as possible and fight through it to train the brain that there is no danger?