Also wanted to rant about how angry I am today that this entire mess of my life has made it to where I can't even hardly enjoy my kids on Mother's Day. My nervous system is so on edge, that I keep getting so overwhelmed. I hate what this has done to me.
Hey all. My PA has started the recovery process, but I find I am still having panic attacks at bedtime. I think this is because he stays up later than me and will scroll his phone until he's ready to sleep, usually about 30 minutes later. He swears he never looked at anything in the bed with me, but I know he actively deleted things in that timeframe, so I'm panicking that he is deleting more evidence. Even on nights he doesn't stay up, though, I still have panic attacks.
I currently take 300mg Wellbutrin XL amd 15mg Adderall XR once in the mornings. Before this, the combination was working fantastic for me. I haven't seen my doctor yet since this began, but I have an appointment coming up and I want to ask about medication to help me fall asleep. What have you guys found that works well for you? I'd like something that doesn't leave me feeling groggy the next morning.