am I ugly and if so what can I change or be fixed? chatgpt says if I was a movie star i would be fit more for indie movies not Hollywood! do i look like any singer or actor? what are my best features or worse features? thank you
yeah, so I go to a deli near where I live practically every night or every other night and chill out there. as you know life can be so tough and I go there to eat something, drink something and get away fron it all including from some messy characters in my building. Anyway. I started going there because I met a cashier there who was really nice to me we hit it off and we were cool not as friends but acquaintes. I felt really accepted by him he even told me why dont I watch the store with him all night with him and I did. we'll he eventually had to stop working there because he had issues with this other worker and things didbt turn out so well between them that they ended up not working there anymore. well I met two guys here after them and they seem cool too just different personalities but really cool. one is more reserved and quiet and the other is very silly funny outgoing. both have treated me really nice but one of them 3x times he acted like different when someone else thrre almost liking making a joke out of me and look to someone else for like validation. kinda like someone is cracking on someoone and bonding by laughing at someone . one of them was a guy who never been at the deli before but he and the other worker happened to have met him I guess he came to the deli and he is from there country . I had a feeling the guy might act like off with me because of how I look and my mannerisms which look like someone who likes guys feminine and not masculine. so I try to talk to the outgoing worker and try to steer him away from him in a careful way because he was starting to act weird with him around. talking loud insincere way. i knoe he spoke in his language in arabic and said something to me in his language laughing i think the other coworker was laughing but I either dont remember or blocked it out. I asked the new guy what did he say. he didnt want to say. I felt so bad that I left the deli soon afterwards. I cane back but I dont remember how I came back. Anyway. itt happened again the outgoing guy was acting different this time with a coworker who doesnt really work there so muvh but just covers when the other guy is not there not the funny bout going guy. he did this before with the sane girl. the second time I was anxious he would do it again when I saw her and he did. it wasnt big.i just asked him where is the other guy and he was talking like very insincere and then looking at the other girl smiling and it just upset me felt embarrassed. he said the other worker died. and I was like what? I knew he was lying because he said about another worker from another deli that he died which he wasnt. it really triggered me he did this again and before I came to the store as soon as she saw me she smiled and turned to the other worker smiling the outgoing one like that guy is here again kinda vibe like mean. it wasn't a nice smile. I got upset i said why are you looming at her you dont have to get a girl to like you by doing the wrong thing . he didnt know what I was saying or he acted o think for a second he felt embarrassed. I was trealy pissed especially when she said maybe he its true about the guy dying she was being so fake cause she was okay with going along with it . that really got to me as I felt so betrayed at that moment by the funny guy worker and I just went to sit down and wait for what I ordered . he did try to apologize but I was so overwhelmed that she was there and he had just humiliated me I told him how long you know me for .you do this for someone under just met. you did this to me. I called the other guy that works at the deli to tell him what happened cause he been through the sane thing and the funny outgoing guy saw who I was calling and he asked if I was calling him and I said no which I lied. I regret because now it looks I gossip about out them which I dont but the other guy does. I feel bad I made that move. the other guy at the deli is so kind to me and really has been there for me but I regret it did this because now it looks like I gossip about the other workers. I was soo embarrassed and upset that I just wanted like some comfort and the other giy went through some bad stuff with the sane guy. Anyway I am writing t o you from this place which means I cane back. I did talk to the funny guy he was acting nice I told him you know I felt really bad about what happened but he just said I forget it and then was acting caring for a moment but I dont know this bagel with cream cheese. the bagel taste old. I dont know if its just me. but I feel like im the bad giy for being upset what happened and reacting like so upset. since I been here for awhile they are both sooo quiet like they changed on me im sure the funnyguy worker tokd the guy everything that happened especially because I walked out before from the other incident.what do you guys think? I feel like when you are ugly or too just different you have to like take people's bs and deal with it and not react so strongly noi matter how much it hurts because if you react you end up being the problem or the bad guy. im regretting saying some6about it caue the guys are great to me most of the time . they really have been there for me helped me in other ways. but the minute you feel hurt abd are upset about something valid people can easily change on you like your the problem, you know what I mean?
p.s.im sorry I wrote all this. this was so hard to write to read again to correct typos feels daunting. what do you think about this situation? thanks for any thoughts.p.s. they are both very good looking.
Berfin Özek was just 18 when her life changed forever in Hatay, Turkey. Her ex boyfriend, Casim Ozan Çeltik, carried out a brutal attack after reportedly threatening that if he could not have her, no one could. He threw sulfuric acid on her, leaving her with devastating facial injuries and the loss of vision in one eye.
He was later convicted and sentenced to 13.5 years in prison, and the case drew widespread attention as a stark example of violence driven by control and obsession.
While incarcerated, he began sending her letters filled with apologies and declarations of love. Over time, she withdrew her complaint. After being released early in 2021, the two went on to marry, a decision that stunned many and ignited widespread debate about trauma, coercion, and the complex reality faced by survivors.
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