u/Brief-Grapefruit-677

Had a date planned out with a girl I’ve been into for a long time. Everything seemed fined; I called her “pretty mama” when I asked her what time I could pick her up. She cancelled because she didn’t want to get called pet names. I went straight to 711 to pick up something to drink. I have a meaningless hook up tomorrow to substitute for it. Love is very strange to me and I have problems getting there. I’m not sure what to do about it considering I’m pushing 30 and can’t get my shit together. I don’t understand people I don’t understand myself.