so, this is real. and part of me wishes i didn’t listen that deeply.
I’ve never even heard of this until after this experience. I’m aware of the possible variables & explanations.. idk, maybe thats an overreaction to say.
but this is… intense.
not in a dreadful way.
not in a negative way at all.
it’s just… taken all the mystery away.
the wonder has been replaced with a braided certainty.
and feeling a certainty of the unknown has always been foolish sounding to me because.. like who knows right? who are we to assume?
idk.
i just. idk who to tell that i feel like i shouldn’t have looked at the thing.
has anyone ever found a way to go back to not knowing?
idk, i could jsut be losing my mind though right?
a kind of mind loss that is 100% lucid while still be grounded in reality as we perceive it at the moment.
idk.
anyone? i just. i don’t know man. this is insane.
i’m sorry if this isn’t the right place or you don’t believe me
not here to have anyone believe me. i know what that was. and i sort of wish i didn’t.
i’m sorry. idk.