u/Braydnrmy

I have adhd and recently was given Adderall. But before my doctor can refill it I have to pass a drug test. I started smoking weed when I was 18 and stopped when I was 19. But I’m fucking huge so ik it’s gonna stay in my fat fucking system. I just know I’m gonna lose the one thing that ever gave me any hope. It feels like the world has set its plan for me to just fucking gash my wrist open and watch myself bleed out. What the point of living one more day when I’ll suffer ten thousand more?