u/Brave_Frame_2963

So I got out of a long-term relationship about 6 months ago. It was mutual, whatever this isn't about that. We broke up right before we had to go back to college, so at the start I figured this is the perfect time to focus on myself for once and better myself. December comes around, and my friends girlfriend tells me that her friend (let's call her Emily, she's from my hometown.) has been asking if I'm actually single now, because she has thought I was hot for a while now. Soo, I go to the bar over winter break, and Emily is there. I talk to her a little, not much. And then towards the end of winter break, I was at my boys house for a party, and Emily and her friend came. I asked Emily if she wanted to come back to my parents house. She agreed and we went back to my house around 4am. My friends came back with me and when they went to sleep, me and Emily went upstairs to my room. We talked for a while, and I was thinking about making a move but she mentioned multiple times that she was tired. We ended up going to sleep after talking until around 7am. I woke up and she had already left. I have her on Snapchat, so I checked to see if she had snapped me or texted me but no, I was on delivered. After this we snapped a couple times a day, with no conversation at all. When winter break ended, my boy's girlfriend invited Emily and her other friends to his apartment to party. We had a good time, nothing crazy just talking. The next weekend comes around and it's the same thing, my boys girlfriend and her friends come over to party with us. This time me and Emily are talking for a while, and then we start hooking up on the couch. Everyone was still active, partying so there was no opportunity to takes things further. I actually texted her this time and said "I had a great time with you last night", she liked the message and we continued to snap each other a couple times a day. Now fast forward to Easter break, and now i'm home from college and it's a Saturday night. Me and my my boys agree to go to the bar everyone goes to when we're home from college. I'm pregaming at my crib, and Emily texts me...asking me to come to the bar. Me and my boy get to the bar, we're at a table with our friends and Emily and her friends. I asked Emily if she wanted to come back to my parents house again. But her friend had to come in the uber with us because of a miscommunication. So now i'm chilling in my room with Emily and her friend. Her friend goes down to my basement to go to sleep around 4am. So now it's just me and Emily in my bed. We layed there talking for a little and she mentioned how she was so tired, and so was I to be honest. So i didn't make a move. I had to wake up early to work, so she got a ride home with her friend early in the morning. But still only a couple snaps a day. Now we go back to college, and for the next several weekends I invited Emily and her friends to our party. Me and Emily would spend the whole night together talking up until around 7am, when it was time for Emily and her friends to go back to my hometown for work and such. We would hookup throughout the night but never did anything besides kissing. During our conversations, she always would mention how I'm scared to talk to her sober, and how i'm scared to ask her to hangout sober. So now here we are; last Saturday we had our final party at college before we go home next weekend. So, obviously I invited Emily, she showed up around 10 and me and her were talking once again, occasionally hooking up, and we agree to hangout on that Monday coming up, after I take my exam. So now when I wake up on Sunday, I text Emily, asking if she is still down to hangout tomorrow. She says yeah. So now I wake up on Monday, and go take my exam; i finished around 5pm and as im walking out of my exam room I texted her asked "are u still coming?" i went on with my day, times starts passing, so now i go to my boys apartment to watch the playoff games. Around 9pm, she texts me back saying "I just woke up" I responded about 30 minutes later saying "well come if still want to" ; this text got left on delivered all night. I wake up today around 11am and she snapchats me at 12, I left this snap on delivered until around 5pm, and when i opened the snapchat, no text or anything about yesterday. So I sent her a picture back, and I got left on delivered all night. Idk what to do, we always have a great time whenever we drink, and I want to hangout with her, so i texted her sober and asked to hangout, and that's what happens. I'm just confused....