u/Brave_Conflict_7646

Thank you so much guys for the support, I also happen to be a huge hypochondriac so anytime bs happens (which tends to be completely my own fault) I panic and always find myself here so feeling slightly better now in the morning but it is definitely still bad. The worst part is the brain fog I’m currently experiencing. It’s literally impossible to explain it - my mind feels blank and not at the same time, forgetting everything, thoughts are just hazy and it feels like my brain is completely dead. Like if I walk to the bathroom and leave I’ll forget I done that or it feels like I didn’t do it whatsoever. Or I just can’t comprehend anything it’s like i’m still SUPER high. Hopefully it gets better it was even painful to type this out itself

Currently almost 2 AM I just want to talk cause I get freaked out so easily. I used to smoke more but I’m back onto only smoking my weed pen which I decided to use an excessive amount of it, every hour or so until it turned about 7 I was getting really freaked because I felt sober and I couldn’t tell if I was still high or not, watched a film and the feeling still remained 2 hours later. Got hit with the most insane and intense depersonalisation of my life which actually messed me up so bad and I feel better now but I can’t tell if I’m alright or not. The reason why I’m posting this is it’s a question if this will go away very soon and it’s just a mindset I have to battle + stopping smoking because I keep seeing shittin comments about some “Oh I’ve quit smoking 8 years ago and dealt with this every day” CONSTANTLY and I’M TERRIFIED