Unsuccessful SA, now doing MA
Hi, hope you’re all doing well ♥️
28F. I need to tell my story here as I’m loosing it a bit tbh.
I’m a foreigner in the US visiting my boyfriend and got pregnant 2 and a half weeks ago which is what they count as 4 and a half to 5 weeks by now I guess. I did a surgical abortion through FPA two days ago. I was first scheduled for medicated abortion but they saw that my pregnancy was not visible yet on an ultrasound so doctor said its best if we do a surgical one instead as there’s a high chance pill one would be a failure. Procedure went well and today, two days after, I went for a check up already as I need to travel back to Europe next Wednesday.
They said that on today’s ultrasound they actually finally see something but cannot repeat the SA, they advise me to either wait for Mondays hormone results or wait for it to potentially come out or do a medicated abortion. They highly advised for me to do MA today as I need to leave soon and it will help us knowing that then everything will be gone for sure and we will have all information on Monday. Though if nothing works out and hormones are not going down, it might be that it’s ectopic pregnancy.
Tbh with you I’m so scared doing a second abortion in the matter of three days is really messed up and I really feel sorry for my body but I need to do it, I need to close this chapter. My boyfriend is very supportive and he said he wishes we kept it but he respects my decision.. I’m simply not ready for this life change mentally or physically. We’re keeping it all a secret from the family as they would highly want to make us do pregnancy anyway and they would hate me forever knowing I chose an abortion.
So now.. I just took a painkiller and anti nausea and I’m supposed to take Misoprostol within an hour and hopefully after I go through this hell, it will be enough of suffering. I was wondering if there is anyone that went through a similar situation.. it would really help knowing whether I should expect a regular MA outcome or a lighter one since I already had a SA two days ago.
I apologize for any spelling mistakes or if I’m not writing clearly, I’m still very upset about everything.
Love and peace to all of you. Thank you.