u/Born_Country_7880

I stopped taking this med cold turkey cuz it began making me puke. It’s been about 3 weeks of sobbing for hours straight, feeling hopeless and worthless, not finding any joy in any activity. Every little thing sets off a breakdown: losing something, pain, annoyance with someone, etc. Then I will feel great for an hour or so. Sometimes this happens once a day, sometimes over five times. My thoughts are becoming darker and darker. Even if I start new meds, it will take forever for me to feel better. I can’t keep living like this and I genuinely feel like I am experiencing pure torture.