Need Motivation
I’m 31 and have been watching porn since I was 10 with only a month or two break (at most over that time). I’m trying to lock in my resolve to never watch porn again but the thought keeps popping into my head about how much time I’ve wasted over the years. I keep wondering who I would be or where I would be today if I never started watching porn. I feel like I missed out on who I could have been and I can think “it’s to late, your to messed up”.
I have pretty descent job and friendships but deep down I’m insecure, unsure about myself, can’t make eye contact, always comparing myself to others, etc. I see what appears to be strong men around me and I want to be like that but feel like I am a 31 Y/o with a 10 year old brain and probably a lot of that is caused by porn.
Anyways, any input or encouragement would be helpful.
Thanks guys.