


My hamster was sick so I brought him to the vet 3 days ago, fed him antiobiotics, cleaned out his eyes every 6 hours everyday. Today I called the vet for emergency follow up and they said he’s struggling and will pass on soon. When I reached home, I cleaned his eyes (they are infected and produce pus, causing his eyes to be closed) and during his last breath he opened his eyes one last time and then passed on right after.
He died laying in my hands..while looking at me.
I’ve been crying for 5 hours. My heart aches.
Literally my best friend, companion and my everything. He’s playful, silly and sassy yet still loves to come out to play with me. He helped me through my tough times a lot, just seeing him and calling out his name makes my day. I miss him so much.
How do I get over this. Please. Anyone.
Rest in peace, Merrie. I love you so much. You left too soon.