u/Boring_Job7744

Like the title implies, my ex girlfriend called my number while I was out for a long walk. I still miss her a hell of a lot and it’s like i’m back at square one now. I could sense this would happen even when we split, maybe i’m reading into it too much but I am trying with everything that I have not to text her more. I couldn’t even believe it happened, I was hysterically laughing and crying to myself after but remained composed when she called and when I responded to her. I hate this so much. Why does my life feel like one big joke i’m not apart of. Laughing at me rather than with me.