u/Boring_Ad_5090

In December I had a massive fight with my boss which started the descent into losing my job with a company after 21 years. Last year was a horrible experience at work, and my mental health was the wort its been.

My wife put pressure on me to go back and fight. I managed to bag a one year secondment into another department, which ive fought hard to get and enjoying as im now fully medicated. However in one year I have to go back to fight with my boss.

My mindset is that I have one year left to live. And I love it.

Despite me catastrophising, my wife doesn't seem worried at all but I have stressed that if we dont save money now we will lose the job and house. Shes spending money right left and center on the kids. And I know if she's going to blame me and not have empathy, my mental state will be to finally rid of myself. I have had suicide ideation all Jan and Feb being off work.

So here's to one last year of my life! In a year I will be 44 years. Im going to enjoy my last year in my secondment before my impending death.

Is Evri or another delivery company sustainable income? I am about to lose my job with a company after 21 years and have nothing to fall back on, I suffer anxiety and am scared of losing the house.

Been on Imipramine 175mg since January the 15th. Only in the last two days have I truly felt it working. Food tastes better, music sounds better, everything is better. Without them I would never be calm to appreciate anything.

Thank f**k!

I have always loved Radiohead particularly when I was a lot younger say 14/15. I was always a depressed or should I said "minor person" who felt incredible relief from listening to The Bends and OK Computer. That was beyond theraputic for me. I would fucking hate it when someone claimed "Radiohead is depressing AF" because to me, it gave me some sort of relief.

Is there anyone else who feels like that?

Now I am 43 and am taking antidepressants I still listen to some of the later albums I missed except I listen to them from an entirely different perspective of someone who doesn't feel depressed listening to something supposedly not depressing like True Love Waits.