u/Boring_Ad1113

I seriously regret my transition and how much it's driven me away from my family. I only just realized that dysphoria is not a permanent sentence and can be overcome. But for example I already am out as a trans women to my three younger (impressionable) cousins and I feel tremendous guilt about this.

.... and I have made a huge mistake. Realizing fast that I was just a autistic man with normal sexual fantasies who got way too fixated on them. Is there any hope for me? Could I get on T? How do I live the rest of my life? I don't mind living as a woman but God do I m