u/Bluedays55

I have a friend, a great friend. And maybe i ruined it? Shes my only friend and we share so many things, i really liked her, i thought maybe she did too. But she didnt, she cant see me that way. I should have gotten the hint but i couldnt help myself so i would still try to flirt with her or whatever, couple of days ago she not so subtly turned me down again, and i alway do this but i cant help but just cling even more to her, asking her if she hates me, if were still friends, if i didnt ruin it all. And when she reassures me i become overbearing, telling her ill allways be there for her, that i want her in my life. I cant help but think im just too much, shes my only friend, and ive always just been so lonely, so i cant think of losing them, i dont wanna be so lonely again.