u/Bluebrr_y

I had a crush on a psychiatrist. I figured out which pharmacy he went to via word of mouth. I now work at the pharmacy. Every friday he goes to the pharmacy; today he went with his daughter. I think i just got caught out bc the pharmacisist said 'funny every time he's here you're here'. I'm leaving this all behind and starting a new chapter. This is just way too embarassing. He also didn't talk to me this time, so i think he knows. Oh god.

NOTE: IM NOT A PHARMACIST

I created an account and texted him calling him slurs but i dont hate his race and only want him to think 'omg i made her crazy'. I don't like him. Also I think the fact I was so mean was why i think i have a meeting with the school psychologist. Do you think I should regret doing this.

I feel like they are forcing things on me. E.g. bc if i don't they will make me go to hospital or force treatment against my will. I think the school psychologist is really nice but not my psychaitrsit as much so i don't really know. I'm doing it bc i hate the system/ my psychiatrist not the psychologist but they are all a ''team'' so i have to hate them too.

I really dislike him, got security guards to sedate me now im ruined for life.

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I am HIGHHHH

IM 24/7 IN PSYCHOSIS

I genuinely don't know how ugly i am but if u say 6/10 im fine with that..

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So psychiatrist gets more guards to sedate me :P

Security guard: RUN RUN RUN RUN. DOOR OPENS

"Do we want her in or the bed"

ME: GET OFF OR IM GNA EAT THE BATTERY

Guards" Leg's first or

"NOM NOM NOM NOM"

Internal dialogue: "wow they are so hot, let me just"

Guards: No don't do that: Grabs my mouth opens his palm, fishes it out of my mouth

Me: eeee eeee eee (at top of my lungs)

Dr walks in: nonchalantly mutters "sedate her."

Me: NOOO NOT NEEDLE NOT NEEDLE
Guards: Sorry, but that's drs orders

*by this stage my hands are pinned against the wall, one guard on each side of my arm*

So you've got a choice. Either you go on the bed by yourself, or we do it. It's our job. sorry. It will give you better reputation if you go by yourself.

Me: NOOO NOOO

Inernal dialoge similar to being molested but we got to keep the tension happpening, ill be the craziest they've ever seen

Lift her up *one guard on each of my limb about to sway me upwards*

Me: get offff

Guards*ignores* okayyy so one, two, three

"now we need to sedate her. rotate her 3, 2, 1"

Nurse: okayy so we're giving you sertraline and something else (back to reality: me thinks was a benzadopine).

"You are good hands now"

Guard: *scoffs* "that was easy"

Getting transported "How was that"

Me: no response

Guard" TIt's okay. It's easy cus ur light.

me angry but happy at the complliement.

okayyy byeeee and also this was my personal expeirence, this story is legittt

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Security guard: RUN RUN RUN RUN. DOOR OPENS

"Do we want her in or the bed"

ME: GET OFF OR IM GNA EAT THE BATTERY

Guards" Leg's first or

"NOM NOM NOM NOM"

Internal dialogue: "wow they are so hot, let me just"

Guards: No don't do that: Grabs my mouth opens his palm, fishes it out of my mouth

Me: eeee eeee eee (at top of my lungs)

Dr walks in: nonchalantly mutters "sedate her."

Me: NOOO NOT NEEDLE NOT NEEDLE
Guards: Sorry, but that's drs orders

*by this stage my hands are pinned against the wall, one guard on each side of my arm*

So you've got a choice. Either you go on the bed by yourself, or we do it. It's our job. sorry. It will give you better reputation if you go by yourself.

Me: NOOO NOOO

Inernal dialoge similar to being molested but we got to keep the tension happpening, ill be the craziest they've ever seen

Lift her up *one guard on each of my limb about to sway me upwards*

Me: get offff

Guards*ignores* okayyy so one, two, three

"now we need to sedate her. rotate her 3, 2, 1"

Nurse: okayy so we're giving you sertraline and something else (back to reality: me thinks was a benzadopine).

"You are good hands now"

Guard: *scoffs* "that was easy"

Getting transported "How was that"

Me: no response

Guard" TIt's okay. It's easy cus ur light.

me angry but happy at the complliement.

okayyy byeeee and also this was my personal expeirence, this story is legittt

Im not sure if it's reduced TOM (theory of mind) but before i would know why someone was looking at me. Now when i look at them I interpret nothing from the interaction and I never end up talking to them. Also I think people are ganging up on me due to revenge or people have a malicious threat where they take me wrong and then maliciously do something which i interpret as malicious. or they can almost infer my actions well - a little too well to the point where it almost feels like they can read my intentions. I have more but if i say idk if it's you guys initiating the issue, if i am imagining things or its happening but not as much as I think it is. Does anyone alse have these experiences? Js wondering.

I usually just wait until they look at me suggestively but it's not working. Any tips? Seriously I kind of would like any assistance on how. to. get. a. boyfriend UwU

does anyone feel like they want to get r$p3d?? Like won't it feel good to be dessired if noone your whole life likes you and suddenly someone desperately wants you?? Won't it play into your fantasy of the dynamics of the situation. SHouldn't it be a fantasy??

Like im not saying people want it but is there... (anyone else who ^). I get that people who get r3p3d are like my innocence is lost, crying etc and like how adare they do that i hate them and also I can't believe they did that to me sort of feelings but is there anyone out there??????? LIKE genuinely wondering. I feel like there are if it's not just me.

Hiiii what is being employed in the health bit of India like???? How is it????

Asking bc curious T-T