u/BlueberryBlue319

Ever since getting here I have been fucking up and failing in everything in my life and I can’t escape the feeling of guilt from how bad I’m doing. I have screwed up so many academic opportunities, job interviews, applications, interactions, friendships when I objectively had more than enough background and capability wise to land them. Everyone else in my position is doing amazing and every day the guilt is getting worse. I can’t stand myself and I don’t know what to change.

I’m not seeing anything on the housing portal.