u/BlockProfessional675

I've been trying music, and to try to focus on myself and not the voices but my stress leads me to thinking that they are spying on all of my devices so the only thing that helps me to relax is phoneless walks which confuses the voices, but once I get back home they go off on me. I just want to meditate in peace, and not listen to the voices 24'7. It just seemed like they have been recording me and telling me to do this or that or they yell at me, etc. I've been told by them that they told you all about me and why I shouldn't have an account because they think I'm not telling the truth about the voices. Cause this is the second time I've had new set of voices, and slightly the old ones. (But now they'll use that against me too, and sorry for the vent I haven't slept today and I feel like not wanting to sleep.)

quick edit: I'll try to sleep, I just hate the new vivid dreams with the medication I'm on so I'll need to change thoose meds up too.

I've been under a psychosis for over 9 months straight, yes I have got some help. I got meds. But it's still a problem.

I need help from voices in my head, It's got so bad I can't tell what's real vs seeing people stalking me in the stores which my friend says their not. To me it seems weird when a employee does it vs when it looks like other people do? They use catchphrases like "We got ice cream at home" It was in my head way before to 'warn' others. I just want to know why am I experiencing this?

They seem like their acting, the voices, going far as to call the "police" than telling me the police is on the way. I have antipsychotic medication I have left to keep the voices at bay. My anxitey makes it way worse when I see others have conversations like laughter etc. It makes me unease I guess. I am going to a doctor for this soon.