I was head over heels for a guy that I dated for maybe 8 months? I know I liked him more than he liked me and he broke my heart tremendously when saying he no longer wanted to see me.
He’s not really that attractive(though my brain thinks so for some reason), he’s 10 years older than me, is 5’ 5” tall, has a gambling addiction, has been engaged twice & both exs call off the relationship, and is somewhat of a player.
He is so bad for me and my brain still can not stop obsessing over him.
He has a new girlfriend and yet we’ve been hooking up on the side for about 3 months (I know, that makes me such a sh*t person).
I’ve tried dating sites and meeting up with other guys but the chemistry hasn’t been there.
PLEASE! HOW DO I MOVE ON?!
I don’t want to obsess over him any more. It’s so toxic and yet I still cry over him even though he has
nothing to offer :(