u/BlackberryCertain285

Tried posting this in R/OCD but it didn’t let me.

I was diagnosed with OCD last year by my old psychiatrist, I stopped taking my meds for stupid reasons and just crashed this past year. Finally worked up the courage to work on myself again and actually get this shit down. New psychiatrist doesn’t believe I have OCD and thinks i’m faking it. I have pure O OCD, not really compulsions or germaphobic it’s all just mental. Ruminating constantly, overthinking constantly, intrusive thoughts constantly, even paranoia. She’s literally testing me by coughing really loudly with her mouth open constantly during our meetings to try and get a reaction out of me!!!!!????? Like who tf does that!!! I guess in her mind since I don’t freak out cause she’s coughing that means I don’t have OCD, even though I’m diagnosed. I just hate people so much. It’s so hard for me with OCD and social anxiety to go out and try and get help and this is what I get. I wanna give up again but I won’t. I just need to rant, and find a new psychiatrist.