u/Bitter-Highway2025

Never Loved.

But I have always been quite the dreamer about my partner. So pretty postive I will be a decent lover if I ever meet one.

Quite the yapper once I trust you, and even better listener. Always willing to learn more and more about you, without getting bored.

Also, always open to hear new perspectives, and will be honest about my thoughts. Sometimes can be brutally honest. So already caution kiya.

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Short Info: 23M; Avg Brown guy; 5"5 Height; B tech grad; WFH(full time)

Looking For: 20-24 F, and someone who is open to date if everything works.

Ee roju random ga naa paatha YouTube channel open cheyadam jarigindi bondhas. It was about a 3D animation channel.

Naa last upload chesi almost 5 years ayipoyindi.

Matter enti ante, elago open chesa kada ani naa own videos malli chusa... but I didn't expect it to be so freaking emotional. 🫠

Especially when I could see the slight betterment in the animation and rendering quality of my last few videos. Progression ala kanipisthunte edo theliyani feeling.

It made me remember the mini laptop I used to work on at that time (ma cousin daggara borrow cheskunnadhi).

It reminded me of how long ago that was; it showed me the path I abandoned and the completely different path I am on now.

I am 23 now, but I was only 18 at that time. Actually, animation learn cheyadam start chesindi 16 years unnapudu. Two years hard work tharvatha, when I felt I could do a decent job, I started that channel. It was Vinayaka Chavithi; I can still clearly remember it.

But when I was 19 and had to choose a college, I tried to go for an animation degree. But you can guess how freaking mechanical our society is for MPC students, right?

"Go for ENGINEERING." anthe, fix.

Still, I managed to convince my parents to at least think about it, and they did. I even called a few colleges, but fees mathram abnormally high unnay. I definitely didn't want to pressure my parents financially.

So, B.Tech opt chesi, parallel ga online courses continue chedham anukunna. But oh god, how naive I was!

College start ayyi first semester loney I had abandoned it.

Even 3rd year varaku kuda, Instagram lo animation reels save cheskune vadni; hoping that one day I might come back. But yeah, it never happened.

Now, after a 5-year time skip, I don't even think about it anymore.

The dream was officially DEAD!

But i couldn't help but think about the possibility.

Wt if I had continued? Would I have regretted it because all those AI animation videos that can give the same or better output in lesser time? Would I have blamed myself?

Or would have been more happy and satisfied.

Honestly, the most difficult was to swallow the pill that I am slightly relieved that I don't fully commit to it now, due to all the AI animation. Tough time to be an animator, but even more tougher with wt i am feeling(leaves a bad taste to think my once dream is being dominated by AI)

Well... guess I could never know.

Anyway, I am happy where I am, and with wt I am doing(just edo appudappudu ela oka itchy feeling anthe)

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Adhi antha chaduvunte matram, me opikaku salam bondhas🫡

And meku okavela nejamga edu nejam chptunnada ledu show mingutunnadu ani doubt vunte channel link ista kindha.

(Actually link evvalenu anta. Just search 'orgocreation' on YT)