I try to be good at things to be successful in future but it isnt working. Im an idiotic piece of shit who is a waste of time and space. Im worthless and there is nothing to do but end myself.
I dont know if its my eyesight, but I find when using 2.5x scope its a lot easier but I cannot hit shots with a 1x. Recoil is always fine but I struggle with seeing what I'm trting to hit.
I know it probably sounds stupid but why not give us the same amount of papers we would have in the real thing? For example is everyone does around 3 history papers, why predict my grade when they've made me sit only one of the mock papers? I don't understand how its possible to tell me what grade they think I'll get when I'm doing the minimal amount possible?
I'll never be any good at anything and I cant keep trying and failing.
I cant do it I actually cant. I dont achieve anything in life let alone anything academic so why should I bother trying its not like I have a future anyway