u/Bigtony7877

Somedays I feel ok. Somedays I feel like wanting to set the entire world on fire. Somedays, the anger just completely takes over.

Trying to do all the right things. Working out, seeing my therapist, staying open with my wife and venting my feelings when felt, but I just miss my son so much.

He was our first born. I wish he was still here. I know grief isn't linear and what we all went through we didn't deserve, but this pain is just so much.

I made a promise to my son that I would always be there for his mother and look out for her but I just wish he was here.

None of us deserved to lose our children.

Tomorrow is the day our son, Charlie, should have been born. We lost him at 19 weeks on December 6th of this past year.

Dreading tomorrow. Its going to be hard for both my wife and I. Gonna use every ounce of strength I have to get through it and be there for my wife.