I (26F) just ended my first relationship yesterday after 1.5 years. I saw my (now ex) boyfriend get a text from a girl from hinge, and obviously i asked him what the fuck that was. He said it was because I asked him to meet my parents a week ago, and that's when and why it started. He said he used to love me, but hadn't for a long time (around the 1 year mark). I didn't fully hear him out I just left. I feel used, like these past few months he has strung me on for sex. Which might I add was horrible as a result of his porn addiction which is another issue entirely.
I already have been having a rough few months, but thought he would support me through the rough patch. Instead he decided to cheat on me instead. I messaged the girl and she deleted him, I told her my message wasn't malicous but a warning he was a cheater. Sorry if this is all over the place, I just feel so hollow.
TL;DR how do you get over someone cheating on you and staying with you even though they fell out of love and just never said anything.