just make it better with me. I love everything about you, about us when we are together except the extreme distance and last minute cancellations. I know there is a solution, a compromise we can find together. Please don’t swim away, let’s make it all better together.
So very heartbroken 💔 I really have to let you go. You’re not the man I thought you were 😭 I actually had a nice dinner planned for you yesterday and dessert that I made. I was really hoping you would have the sense or couth to apologize sincerely today. You don’t even think you did anything wrong. 🤣😭😭😭😭🤣
can you please go back to being the man I know and love now, you’re breaking my heart. I love you and this is no way to treat someone you love. 💔
or you or anyone just give me a big bear hug for like an hour, or a whole day. I’ve seen these cuddle buddies you can pay for, maybe You could buy me a cuddle buddy since you don’t want to cuddle anymore. lol maybe we could find balance that way.
you’ve changed plans on me or canceled on me six times in the last month. You’ve blown me off. You don’t talk to me in between seeing me. You’re hurting my feelings. I am not OK with this. What are you doing? I’m a single mom with responsibilities And I never blow you offand you’re the single guy And you just blow me off like I’m nothing I’ll see you tomorrow instead. I have responsibilities and I’ve told you that you can’t just keep blowing me off at the last minute. And on top of it, you just go silent on me since we connected amazing Friday. Shit doesn’t feel right and I don’t know what to do about this right now. I tried to play it cool and say I’ll see you tomorrow fine. But your behavior is really starting to make me feel shitty and sad. It’s affecting me deeply and after all this time. Like I’m crying and I don’t want to be crying. i can’t be crying over you! My life can’t feel this hurt. If you don’t want me anymore. Just say so. I will not give you the satisfaction of feeling this hurt, knowing you hurt my feelings again. I’m not strong enough for your hot and cold and blowing me off. I’m not strong enough to deal with you. I need a man who wants to be with me! Fuck! So I’m gonna go out and take myself out for taco Tuesday! You’re being a douche and I really wish you’d stop being a douche! You dictate everything, on your time, how you want to fit me in, well what about me? it’s not just about you. you reject me so dam much, like it feels awful. I’m like a puppy wagging my tail when we are together. I’m beginning to see a trauma bond even though you’ve been good to me in person and NEVER have been verbally abusive or physically abusive. I’m wondering if this is like some form of emotional abuse at this point let me see how many times I can reject her and then when she asks me if I’m seeing someone else, just dismissing the question and me by saying relax, not even giving me an answer. If you don’t want me just go, somebody else will.. I don’t think any of this is normal. And I really think maybe you need to see a therapist.
I love you, please give my heart some mercy here. You make me feel like I shouldn’t even exist. Maybe I shouldn’t!