Debating whether I should leave med-school.
For context, I'm an almost 20 yo guy in Mexico, currently in my second year of med school. I am also studying at a classical music conservatory. I think it is important to explain how this conservatory works so you can have a full grasp of my situation. The conservatory has 3 stages
- Initial preparation. This is just basic stuff for people who know absolutely nothing about music and it lasts 3 years. We go through the basic stuff like what's a pentagram, whats solfegi and how to do it using the bass and the treble cleffs. We learn the different measurements (4/4, 3/4, 6/8, etc.) and some basic rythms like wholes, halves, quarters, some syncopation. We also start to learn an instrument (singing, guitar, piano, violin, trumpet, etc.)
- Technical degree. We continue to practice our instrument, learn more advanced techniques and how to read scores related to our instrument at first sight. We also learn things like harmony, music history, a second language, investigation, computing and musical pedagogy. This stage lasts another 3 years.
- Finally, a major degree, which lasts 5 years. We learn things like counterpoint, musical analysis, acoustics, organology, a third language, fuge, canon and more advanced techniques with our instrument, with a strong emphasis in interpretation.
I'm currently finishing my 3rd year of the initial preparation, while also finishing my 2nd year in med school.
I like med school, but it is constantly frustrating and very demanding, both intelectually and emotionally. Lately I have been considering: what if I drop out of med school and focus entirely on music?
Music is the thing I've always wanted to learn and honestly I really want to learn various instruments and various singing techniques, but I don't know if it is a good idea to drop out of med school. Finding a stable job is what bothers me the most, and I'm very aware that if I ever desire to create a project of my own, I'll need some money to start.
I made this same question on a subreddit for med students and the general opinion was to finish med school in order to have finantian stability and to later study music. I know it might be the safest choice, but I feel emotionally confused. I wholeheartedly desire to be a skilled musician and I'm totally in love with music. I also like medicine a lot, but not as much as music.
What are your thoughts on this? Is it really that hard to have finantial stability as a musician? Should I end med school? I was also considering in changing degrees, but nothings seems to captivate my attention as much as music and/or medicine.
Thank you for reading, have a melodic day