How to know if i am Bisexual?
Im a dude, all of my life i've felt attracted towards women, past sexual experiences all with women, lately i've been kind of questioning this, every time i get with a girl i feel very pressured, not by anyone its like my own mind puts me in this kind of performance oriented state and i feel like i have to fulfill certain expectations related to gender roles (that most people in the community would probably call patriarchal and i agree, but women aren't very feminist where i live, especially girls around my age, im 19), and i've been dealing with erectile dysfunction for the last couple of months, i don't know if its medical or caused by anxiety, because even when i jerk off by myself i have a hard time getting it up when thinking about women, i don't watch porn, and had a couple of bad experiences with them the last times i've had sex, one laughed cause my penis didn't get up and other got offended and asked if i was gay, which i really wouldn't have a problem with if i were to be one,
Now don't get me wrong, i know that a whole gender isn't like this and i just had bad luck and met two shitty people, but those experiences kind of pushed me to evaluate if i liked dudes, i hadn't watched porn in a very long time maybe like a year and a half, and watched some transgender and gay stuff and i had no problem getting my penis up, so sexually it seems like i could see myelf having intercourse with someone of my same gender, and romantically, i've been making scenarios in my mind, being with another guy, and it seems sweet tbh, definitely wouldn't have a problem with it
I am kind of lost to be completely honest, never questioned my sexuality before