u/Big_Frosting_1140

I feel like I can’t talk to people because none of my problems feel big enough and I know people who struggle with much more than me. I have been clean for a while but important exams are coming up for me and if I focus on them there is a high chance I will relapse. I know my best friend knows of my problems yet she won’t bring it up with me and I think it’s because she thinks it’s awkward but I feel like the only way I can talk is if someone asks me about it. I don’t want my parents to know because they haven’t done anything wrong and my mom will freak out and send me somewhere. I have a good life and I really should have no issues but I do. How do I deal with all of this?