Was weird and insecure now im sad
So i went out with someone new and i thought the date was not going to be sooo good. And I ended up having sex even tho it was the first date and the guy was soooo nice and sweet and we talked about everything and he told me it was so nice and wanted to see me again. And we did see each other again a few days later and it was good and nice again but then i kept thinking about how i was awkward and insecure about getting naked again and now he is ghosting me for 5 days and i just feel silly. That he remembers me as just insecure and silly and that it’s not worth it to go out with me again. Was i just used ? Did anyone manifest a guy back after being awkward and doing something that you regret? Its not an ex, we dont have a huge connection, i just wanted to get to know him better and go out on more dates you know? Maybe seeing each other again will clear things up.
I did not text again after getting left on read, but he still view my instagram storys (i did take him out of close friends because i felt i was being stupid by letting him there if he didnt text back in five days)