FOR CONTEXT: THIS WAS MY FIRST EVER RELATIONSHIP AND I HAD BEEN WITH HIM FOR A YEAR.
About a month ago my boyfriend broke up with me because he said he didn’t love me as much as he used to , the next day he then said he regretted his decision and wanted to still talk and be friends, I obviously said because I didn’t want to break up in the first place. Anyway so about two weeks in of us being friends he said that he missed me and wanted to be together again so I said let’s give it a go but then it just didn’t feel right and it was clear he didn’t want to be in a relationship anymore , so then we agreed we should go no contact and break up because it wasn’t working. He said that I don’t need to move on just yet and he will always love me and never forget me. I just feel so guilty if I would go and meet this guy because I’m just waiting for when my ex will come back to me saying he wants to be together again and I’m worried if I do this it will ruin everything. It’s been a month since he actually said he wanted to break up with me so the feeling of sadness has gotten easier but it’s been about a week of no contact. I just don’t want my ex to think I can move on so easily because I really did love him and I wish we could still be together but my heart feels empty and I need someone to help with that.