I don’t know what to do
Im 18 F, my family has a summer house in a housing complex, its in a very small city/village with a beach , the thing is we’ve had this house for maybe 5 years now and i don’t have any friends there which sucks because i literally spend the whole summer staying up until 5 am on my phone ( shoutout to *6 btw since we don’t have wifi there ) and sleeping through the day over and over again until summer ends which puts me in this cycle of depression kinda , while other people are enjoying their summer swimming in the pool or the beach and by the evening they gather with each other and just play uno or something, i tried to friend some of them, one time i went out to play volleyball with them and it was nice but then they never invited me to anything and i couldn’t just go and sit with them , so in winter i thought maybe i should follow them on insta so that by summer time we would be familiar with each other and it would be easier, but a few weeks later they just unfollowed me and removed me from their account even tho we never talked , and i feel like they already have this idea about me that maybe I’m arrogant ( i’ve been told a lot that i seem arrogant before getting to know me) maybe that’s why but i still feel very lonely and its like I’m wasting the best years of my life just sleeping and bed rotting :(