u/Big-Interview-8911

What I got left from before large family with Christmas dinners, Easter , all normal family gatherings now I have no family. Father and sister died, other sister doesn’t care to hear when it goes bad, she won’t help in anyway, and mom is still hurting but also not type of a mom that I could ever turn to. They did not call me for my b-day or Easter last month cause I was honest what kind of hard life Iam living and people who are around me. But when you got no money, they want you to go and come back when u figure everything out.
Found a job for the summer, on the island.
What to do after that if I give my best? Where should I go? What should I do? This whole relationship I was not working anything . Almost 7 years.