u/Better-Ad1984 — reddlx

Three months go I had an appointment for inpatient counselling and was asked couple of questions descriptively including if I have a partner/bf which I denied . My partner is sorta polyamorous and talks to other women . Well , they just talk and get intimate , not really in a relationship, idk how to best explain that . Initially I didn't like thatand we almost broke up . Guess I still wasn't over him and I tried to adjust to his idea of relationship. I was never coerced , we knew it wasn't meant to last long . And I always tried my best to not poke him about his other shenanigans but curiosity got the best out of me . Back then I didn't feel like explaining all that to the clinician and now I feel I should have cuz we just got done blocking each other and I'm kind of losing my mind . Idk how long is it going to take me to get over him , other women which I don't even know irl . I won't be able to schedule an appointment until next month