Bro what am i
This is gonna be a bit TMI maybe so just a warning! Please treat this respectfully! If you don't wanna hear about kink and sexual desire please skip! <3
Okay there are lots of parts to this. I get horny or aroused quite frequently, but I am completely against pornography and find it repulsive, and I am scared of having 'normal' sex. Sometimes I like the idea of it, others I think its gross. Next, the kink stuff. If I WERE to ever have sex, any type of sex, it would have to be completely vanilla. However, I have several kinks that I like the idea of in my brain. I think the only way I would ever act these out is through JUST dryhumping. That's a thing I enjoy a lot, but I also feel safe because I have my clothes on and there's no skin contact.
I cant explain this as well as I want to because my feelings are so complicated. It sucks.