Finally trying to recover from a 20 year long ED and it feels like I’m doing it alone.
I feel ashamed to post this but I really need some guidance.
I have asked my parents to remove scales from our house, to not make comments regarding bodies/attractiveness, to stop moralizing food and to not comment on my appearance.
They have been still doing all of these things and I have been desperately trying to recover for two months now. My mom told me: “Don’t you feel like you have more energy now that you l**t we**ht?” She tells me that she notices a big difference in the way my clothing is, comments on food, everything. I am trying so hard to not let this get to me but it’s challenging bc my team thinks I developed my ED at 8 y.o. because of what I observed growing up.
I move in August, but I feel so alone. I feel like all I have is my dietician and ED counselor.
How do I just stop letting these things get to me? Did anyone else feel like this? It’s hard because I feel so embarrassed when I ask for their behavior to stop but then my team says I’m not asking for a lot.