u/BestBuster420

I was friends with this girl for a decade, she was in an abusive relationship, nothing physical, but the mental pain was alot, i helped her through it where i could, and she finally decided to leave him but keep contact open for her kid, around 6-8 months after she broke up with him, i tried giving her the love she needed, we both felt a connection and fell in love, but i was distant sometimes because im not good at constant communication, i felt like i was super open with her and tried to give her freedom where her past relationship didn't and always tried to ask her if she was okay, we talked a few times about her coming to see me, but in the end she said she was anxious about moving in and needed to step back from a relationship to work on herself, she blocked me on everything she could think of, and so i made a new number on textnow to try to talk to her, i begged, i threw emotions, i was definitely acting crazy and i knew it so i deleted the app i used to contact her, well she messaged back on there, and i missed it, and she changed her number so i never really got to find out what it was about, i texted her sister and such but i feel like every choice i make is wrong, i made a new facebook account to tell her how i really felt, should i just drop it completely, did i push too hard, did i go beyond what she could handle?