u/BerthasKibs

I don’t know what’s truly the matter with me but I do know that I’ve spent the majority of my life suffering of deep sadness and hopelessness. Today I’m on a walk and listening to calming music and it took that for me to finally cry and cry and it’s like I’m so so depressed and have been for so long that even my expression of that sadness is suppressed unless I experience enough relief to cry and “collapse”.