I don't know what to do. How do you cope with an ultra conservative christian parent that rejects you for being queer?
My Mom was always very religious and conservative but we still had a bond. Over time though, she grew even worse in this regard. I came out to her when I was just starting college that I was bisexual and she said I was going to hell. I went right back into the closet, but over the years I still tried for a relationship. I even hid everything about myself because anything I tell her would be considered satanic and worrisome to her (D&D, anime, metal music, etc). My mom became more friendly with me again and we hung out a lot.
After I graduated I got a job and a place of my own, and am in a place where I am stable and don't have to worry about going home. I've been trying for the last year to fix our relationship and I tried so hard to gently get her to change her mind about being queer. Eventually the stress of hiding and walking on eggshells around her finally broke me and I confessed that I was still queer.
Anddd.. She still doesn't accept me. No matter what I do she still won't like anything I am. She says she still loves me but doesn't accept or like what I do. But she doesn't like anything that is true to me either.
I'm still in shock and I've been extremely depressed. I miss the relationship we had in the past, before she went even more hardcore conservative religious. I don't know how to deal with this, how has anyone else?