he helped me solve a super complex issue in no time and didn't really keep his patience hahaha but still we managed to get it done! We're gonna make that game guys! not really bcs of me mostly haha
anyway take good care of your friends they're there when you need em
..it has helped me a lot, at least in being seen which is not a small thing, like, at all :D
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I've lost 100# and kept it off for five+ years (and ofc still going strong haha, thank goodness)
But I can only accept three people, sadly, I'd like to do more but it can be overwhelming if not dosed..
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I'm boring ppl here with being grateful for work. but i have to remember to be grateful abt it since I'm so lazy, if such a thing exists..
appreciate you reading this haha
working in unreal engine is super tough for me but today i made a climbing system, in my friend's and mine, video game. mostly following a tutorial haha but still...
grateful for the tutorial on yt as well, left a comment there too haha
thanks to my friends i did today's work in a ⅓ of the time! :D
without them it'd be impossible! nurture your friendships guys!
I simply love dairy!
At night I'm having some asthma issues, maybe due to dairy, I'll experiment more opening and closing windows and doors (my city quite polluted)
if it doesn't help i may remove dairy for a week and see. hope push won't come to shove haha..
but still - extraordinarily thankful for dairy! :D
this fucking brain again ahahahah
as you might imagine i've no center in my activities, it's all or nothing always. so first i isolated myself in a different city for five months, then craved society again. now when i got to my hometown i accepted every single activity my friends threw at me. i've been a carnivore, it helps, but introduced dairy.
so tldr i'm now making a video game with my friends and continuing being a carnivore, and still working as a health coach online and making a website as well with another friends, and trying to date and managing other expectations ppl have of me. so balancing all of those is difficult.
i also suspect i've dyslexia and autism - but none of those 3 exist in this country, third being adhd ofc.
so yeah life's a grind and a bitch nearly lost it today and snapped from the overwhelm, i know i gotta let some things go and focus on other things, or on one thing only but it's impossible i also feel bad for now living in the same room at 30 as i lived when a kid.. everybody's like why can't you just work a normal job. but a 9-5 is living hell for me. father judges the most, forgetting he is the same hahhahaha
i also have a brother with nearly the same issues, older but yeah we're the same..
Anyways... idk got any tips? but other than just idk reduce the number of activities or idk. im hesitant to go to the doc for official diagnosis bcs then if anybody knows that then you're mad here in these parts..
so yeah thanks for reading i guess, hopefully i wont off meself ahahahah
good luck guys it's difficult out there but there's no other way nor other cards than what we're dealt with at birth... sapolsky, thanks you. haha