u/Beneficial-Match-893

so for context my bf and I have been together for 2 years and we've dated since the last yr of highschool to now almost 3rd year in college. I just feel so stuck like I can't leave no matter how hard i tried. Our issues have been a lot on me and normally I'd leave but i just cant for context we've had a reccuring issue with him watching porn even though we had an agreement that we both didnt like each other doing that (mind you he was the one that initiated this agreement) and I've become so insecure bc of this. Asides from that he also got me pregnant but during the first month of pregnancy he completely just fought with me all the time he kept trying to break up with me everyday and then he would say sorry, it came to a point that i was so stressed i started bleeding and thought i had lost the baby and the bleeding continued for almost two months but all he did was hangout with his friends and his gbf. And now ff to april I had the baby aborted bc we just both aren't ready even though deep down i wanted to keep it he said he just couldn't so idk anymore please dont lecture me im young and i just need some advice :<