u/Beneficial-Bar6783

I've never felt sexually attracted towards anyone, but i think about it. i think about naked bodies, but they just seem natural. like, i see that someone is gorgeous or hot, even their genitalia, but it doesn't make me feel like "oh wow i wanna fuck them", it's just that they're attractive. like i hadn't found the right person to feel intimate or comfortable with. maybe if i do, that might change? but I've thought about it, and respectfully, i don't see the point in sex. like sure it's pleasurable and i'm not repulsed by it, but it seems kinda gross?? i''m transmasc and i sorta have bottom dysphoria. (tw) as a kid i was gr00med and sa'd, so i developed an addiction pretty early on. maybe that plays a role?? i understand that asexuality is a spectrum, but i'm open to what you think. thanks