Ever experienced this?
Enikku korachu parayaanondu... I've started feeling like enikkentho preshnam ondu
I have been in 2 long term relationships. It's been a lot more than a year since I parted with the second person.
Athu kazhinje pinne, I went on a hinge date first. After the 3rd date with that person she told me - 'I feel like im not yet ready for a relationship right now, its not your mistake, its mine.' Athavde kazhinju.
Pinne, i had a close friend in college and she started saying things like her this friend said that we'd make a good couple, that friend said the same ennokke. Pinne njanum chinthichu thodangi ennittu enikku cheriyoru crush okke adichu thodangi, ennittu njan thanne propose cheythu and we got into a relationship. 2 weeks kazhinju she said you're not my kinda person🫠.
Athu kazhinju ippo recently I was in talking terms with someone for 2 months. Found her through dating app. She said I'm the first person she's going out on a date with and she hasn't dated before and all when I told her all my stories. Since a week I've been staying at my friends place which is close to her's. I moved here as part of my internship. And every evening after work we used to go for coffee dates and talk for hours. 3 days back she went home. Ennittu yesterday she told me, eda ithu nadakkilla - its not your problem its mine. "Enik entho friends ayit irikumbo kuzhapila bt relationship il avan enik entho. Maybe its becoz i never had been in a relationship before. Ippo nirthanath aayirikum better. Kurach kayinja nee attached ayi kazhimbo ninakum vishamam aavum"
I've now heard it thrice - its not your problem, its mine. And now I've started feeling there's something wrong that I've been doing but I'm unable to figure out.