u/BeingBetter1995

I have an exhibitionist kink. Long before my relationship of 8 years I used to post pictures and videos of me cumming or jacking off on reddit. I loved the attention and it was a big confidence boost. When I entered a relationship I stopped as she was uncomfortable with it. Recently I have urges to post again. Really they have never gone away but I want channel these feelings into something positive and ethical. Or is this a fetish I need to leave on the way side? And if so how? Does anyone have any experience?